Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Edwin sent me a sms one and a half hour ago asking me do I really need him? He said I'm always happy even without his existence I will still be happy. He said he can't give me anything.

I replied him I'm always happy because I've been through many things that others wouldn't think of. I believe in searching for solutions is better than letting things to keep you down. It doesn't mean I do not need love. I needed love most and love brings happiness. I only need his love and he needs not to give me anything else because sometimes when I listen to his voice I already felt relieved. Caring and trust are most important.

I have a question here: shouldn't I be so strong so that he will feel that he does mean something to me?